Sunday, 25 May 2008

time to get serious....

OK so I'm not well, so why will I not phone the doctors at Shrewsbury you ask...

I'll tell you...

If I go see them, they'll do tests, and if it's found that I need to start dialysis right way, it'll be with a neckline, and the thought of that panics me, not just "ooh I wouldn't like that" kind of feeling, it's full blown palpitations, sweats, tremors, I am terrified of the possibility of a neck line. that's it really...

I didn't really understand why I wouldn't seek help until last night, I know it's silly as it's highly unlikely that it would be a case of being that unwell,

.....but I just can't help being scared.

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