friends... ?

i know i'm not all that popular, why? i don't really know, i'm not meaning to be conceited, but i think i' a nice person, i'm considerate about other people, i'm generous, helpful, polite, a good listener, but still i really have no friends,

what is it that is so unlikeable about me? really, i would like to know

take this sponsorship deal for example,

except family, and very close friends, we've had 4 people sponsor us,

1 is from someone we don't know (if we do know you then i apologise, let us know who you are!) one is from someone on a forum i use for kidney patients, and 2 have been from people we know.

now i know the cash is not going to directly aid me, but it is going to aid people like me, possibly my kids, possibly YOUR kids, yet no one cares, no one re posts anything i put up, i doubt hardly anyone even reads what i post.

why is everyone so damn apathetic?

we've had an article and a letter printed in the local paper, we've talked to you, messaged you, made a video, sent pictures, yet nothing.

i mean, even if you can't afford to sponsor us, or plain just not want to, how hard would it be for you to say good luck? or even just to re post a stupid myspace bulletin?

it really goes to show, these people who say they are your friends, really are not.